I have had my moment with sadness him self

I have sat with sadness in tears
I have shared my sorrows in his presents
I do not share my woes with just anyone
for I have had my moments with sadness him self
and eat at his table shared a toast with his friends
opened my heart to his arms fought by his side for my own
happiness that I fought for for so long that I lost all track of the time
I can not remember my happy times for they ran away so long ago
seeking out someone who has no woe
and no means to lose their heart to sadness 

and toss away every thing they hold so near to them self's 

to the side and for gite that it's even there